The Only Thing Keeping Me...

from Toying With Your Demons by Fengari

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Have another it can only help
I see my fears drown at the bottom of
Bottom of a well
Life never turns out the way you plan,
So just go with the cards in your hand
And play the best you can

A deep seed burns inside
The only thing keeping me alive,
Is this pint in my hand.
It takes me away to distant lands
Where I climb back up the rope
I’m not being taken as a constant joke
Your skewed occipital lobe of so long ago

My life comes together while falling apart,
I can’t sleep with the holes in my heart
I try to fill them but just confuse
I try so hard to be self-righteous
But I regret swallowing indecisiveness

From all the outside thoughts
Infused I can’t win and I can’t lose.
I lay and curse the twilight
In hopes I fall asleep tonight

A deep seed burns inside
The only thing keeping me alive
Is this pint in my hand
It takes me away to distant lands
Where I climb back up the rope
I’m not being taken as a constant joke
Your skewed occipital lobe of so long ago

I try but I just can’t find my way
Holding onto hopes for better days

A deep seed burns inside
The only thing keeping me alive
Is this pint in my hand
It takes me away to distant lands
Where I climb back up the rope
I’m not being taken as a constant joke
Your skewed occipital lobe of so long ago.

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from Toying With Your Demons, released October 23, 2015

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Alternative/melodic punk from Winchester, VA.

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